Old Habits Die Hard

I have an idea in my head of who I want to be, but it doesn't go in line with what I believe.
What to do? What to feel? What to think?
I ponder and I wonder, will I ever get it right?
Right vs. Wrong

Good vs. Evil
Life always has some type of struggle.
There's always some type of obstacle one must overcome.
Its time I sat down and really took the time to consider where I'm going in life.
Times a wasting.
Sometimes I feel like I have forEver.
And other times I feel like I have forNever.
Its true.
Old habits die hard.