Friday, March 30, 2012

Bitter Sweet- Kanye West

We Could've Been Dope

You would've been perfect if you just kept your mouth shut
or so I would have led myself to believe that you were perfect.
We could've been dope.
Or so I would have led myself to believe.
It was all a dream,
But I thought it was reality.
Confusing my brain,
and tricking my mind into believing,
that the time spent with you,
was all I needed to get by.

But it wasn't.
You were selfish and I was foolish.
A fool in love.
No, more like lust.
This fragile heart,
you never got to touch.
But my body,
That was yours.
I gave it to you willingly.
Thinking that was all you'd ever need.
And it was, or so it seemed.
But I wanted more.
That's just how I am.
I wanted more
and so you ran,
away from me.
I could never make you stay.
Even now,
I can't stand to have you near me,
because it's like you're still far away.
I don't blame you anymore.
It's a good thing that I walked out the door.
Cause you could never give me everything I wanted.
And I could never be what you wanted me to be.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Where Is My Mind- Maxence Cyrin

Awesome piano cover of The Pixies (Where Is My Mind) by Maxence Cyrin

Friday, March 16, 2012

I Don't Operate That Way

I told myself,
just rock to the beat,
and keep your feet firmly planted on the ground.
But I don't operate that way.
It's not my style.
I'm always thinking ahead.
About what could be.
Oh the possibilities.
Sometimes it's not a bad thing,
when your mind does exactly what you told it not to do.
When you start thinking about everything that could happen,
and that you want to happen.
There is so much that I want.
I want it all.
People are always telling me to slow down.
But I don't operate that way.
It's not my style.
I have dreams to chase.
And I won't stop until I get there.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012


Protect your heart.
Watch your back.
All with ease.
All with tack.
But I'm tired of dodging bullets,
and running the other way.
I want to fall,
but will you catch me?

I think I'm falling for you,
but will you catch me?
If I fall,
I hope I don't crash and burn.
If I fall,
I hope I don't die.
I don't want to die in your arms.
I want to thrive in them.
I want to love you, but I don't know how...
I want to fall..