Sunday, October 3, 2010

Now What?

..So I like you.. Or at least I think I do. So, now what?
So we're talking and everything is cool. But now what?
If there was ever a time when knowing what would happen next was relevant, this would certainly be it.
So we had sex.. Now what?
Oh wait, I know.
Its time to pretend.
Pretend as if nothing means anything.
You're just a guy. I'm just a girl. Its what we do.
So... I don't like you so much anymore.
But I can't quit you.
Wish I knew how.
Its a never ending cycle.
But this time, I want off the merry go-round.
I'm much too old for child's play.
So the next time you say, "now what"?
Just know I won't be there to give you an answer.

.The End.

Old Habits Die Hard

I have an idea in my head of who I want to be, but it doesn't go in line with what I believe.
What to do? What to feel? What to think?
I ponder and I wonder, will I ever get it right?
Right vs. Wrong
Good vs. Evil
Life always has some type of struggle.
There's always some type of obstacle one must overcome.
Its time I sat down and really took the time to consider where I'm going in life.
Times a wasting.
Sometimes I feel like I have forEver.
And other times I feel like I have forNever.
Its true.
Old habits die hard.