What is it that I'm most afraid of?
I fear that I will fail so therefore I don't try.
I fear that I won't say the right thing, do the right thing, or even know what it is sometimes.
So, I say nothing.
Rather than speak up, I remain silent.
Rather than take a risk,
I take a seat.
But these habits have left me feeling incomplete.
I've been trying to let go,
and just be.. me.
The real me.
Because deep down, I know I can do whatever I put my mind to.
But the fear is real.
It will take you, and trick you and trap you.
But only if you let it.
I won't let it get me anymore.
I don't make resolutions but I will say this,
I just want to be better than I was last year...
No. More. Fear.