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I. Am.

I like this series, (taken from Poets United, so I've decided to write two more additional poems based on this topic. This is the first poem).

I don't know what you see
when you look at me
but in my eyes,
I am...

A girl
who is not yet a woman

shy, awkward,
and sometimes afraid

but I try to play it cool anyway.

I stray away
from anything
or anyone
that looks as if they'll do me harm.

Through these eyes,
I wish I could be
a better me.

What do you see when you look at me?

Why should I care?

What do I see when I look at me?

Aah.. now we're getting somewhere

~Take the best version of yourself and portray that to the world~...
Because sometimes you gotta fake it till you make it..

Sometimes I feel like Adele is singing the soundtrack to my life

Love.

I love this song. I wish it was longer.

Words I Never Said

So I realized that these past couple days, I've been writing about the same thing, it's like a pattern developed without me even realizing it.. Interesante...


All these things wrapped in my head
...words I never said.
I want to go away
Up, up, and away.
To a place
where no one knows my name.
Is it possible, to start at the beginning?
Guess not.
Because,
The end is the beginning is the end...
All these things wrapped in my head,
words I never said.

Leave me alone
I want to scream and shout.
I want to curse the sky,
the night,
the day.
Vanity.
All is vanity.
Words unspoken can't be broken.
I'm done.
Finis.
No woe is me.
No, not this time.

This time I will be silent.
Never more. Never more.
Till I curl upon the floor.
Like the child I never fully learned to let go.

Just So We're Clear

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I want it

I need it

I am it

I see it

I crave it

I want to touch

I want to...


No, I want to make love...

I want to...

I want you...

I want you so bad...

Wait, what am I saying?

I hate love,

I don't even know what it is.. or what it isn't...

Just so we're clear,

I don't like you.

Sure, I'd love to fight you.


Just so we're clear,

I'm one-nighting you.

Just so we're clear...

Perfectly Perfected Randomness

Can you really perfect randomness?


...Perfectly perfected randomness...

My heart was once a broken mess.

With many mini missing pieces.

And I've run out of glue.

But I told myself,

No more missing you.

It was all,

Like a dream in my head.

I hoped I would not awaken,

For dreams such as these should never be forsaken...

After a while,

I get bored easily.

I'm not saying that its hard to please me,

It's like Pac said, "I don't want it if its that easy"...

I'd like to think that I'm a smart girl.

Yet, when it comes to matters of the heart

In this, I am a novice.

My two decades seem like nothing.

Because as I get older

I find,

That with time,

I really don't know anything at all...

...Perfectly perfected randomness...

My life is sometimes an awkward mess.

A mess, that yes I helped create.

But is it my fate to keep reliving the same bad dream over and over?

I want off this roller coaster.

I wish I was a rocketeer,

So I could escape all of my fears.

I'd blast off into outer space.

At least there, I'd never have to see your face

Again.

Adios.. Adieu.. Buh bye..

One day I'll fly away.

...One day...